Facing death, it was her last wish.
Miraculously given another chance at life, albeit limited…
It didn’t matter if it was in the body of a complete stranger.
All that mattered was the opportunity to repay his kindness.

And yet.

“If you’re talking about Margrave Haberfeld, isn’t he the one who went mad after losing his wife?”

What? They weren’t that close, were they?

Five years after her death,
Strange rumors were circulating.

“Are you… truly not Grace?”

Then, there was also her husband’s suspicions.

In a situation where she couldn’t even admit that she’s Grace…
Could she really repay his kindness and leave safely?

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However, Sjoerd, known for his cruel methods but incomparable abilities, ended up harming countless people during a sudden rampage in a battle against monsters. Consequently, he met his death at the hands of Prince Reuschers, the Crown Prince’s rival and the strongest Guide.

“There will never be anyone as terrible as you in this world.”

At the brink of death, Sjoerd reflects on his life. Even the kind-hearted prince—who was liked by everyone—despised him. And his Guide, the Crown Prince, regretted everything and abandoned him in his final moments.

Sjoerd wakes up five years in the past.

Doubting this unbelievable reality, Sjoerd seeks a different life to prevent his rampage. He approached Reuschers, who had yet to awaken his power, and tried to talk to him, but then.

“Why are you acting like this towards me? Aren’t you supposed to hate and disregard me?”

He starts to realize things he never knew in his past life…

*Setting/Genre: Fantasy, Guideverse

*Keywords: First love, love-hate, handsome gong, kind gong, devoted gong, younger gong, pure-hearted gong, wounded gong, formal-speaking gong, handsome shou, cold-hearted shou, prickly shou, indifferent shou, older shou, capable shou, strong shou, salvation, regression, mystery, growth.

*Gong: Reuschers Raymon Solias (25), the only person born without powers in the Solias Royal Family, where only Guides were born. Regarded as a thorn in the eye and shunned for being useless, he grew up lonely but steadfastly maintained his upright character. He both loves and despises Sjoerd, who was the first to love him and also cruelly abandoned him.

*Shou: Sjoerd Brosius (29), changed after a tragedy in his family. Known as the Demonic Grand Duke of the North. He invoked fear with his ruthless demeanor, sparing no means for his goals. After innocent lives were lost due to his rampage, he reflects on his life and seeks to change the past to prevent his rampage.

*When to read: When you want to follow the journey of someone hated by all as he finds his true self and receives genuine love.

*Quote: “You must be my only Guide.”

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It’s unfair enough that women can’t use magic. But to face a hellish difficulty where I die at the slightest thing…

If this keeps up, shall I show you what true havoc is?

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“I have to find Your Highness’s Guide. Contacting a Guide will allow you to awaken your abilities without going into a rampage.”

In an attempt to survive a little longer, I set out to find his Guide… only to discover that I was the one and only Guide?
Moreover,

“I have no reason to dislike Your Majesty.”
“Then that’s good, isn’t it?”
“…Huhh?”
“If you don’t dislike it, then it’s good.”

As I was gradually preparing to leave the palace, the newly crowned Emperor looked at me with sparkling eyes.
He held both of my hands tightly, as if he had no intention of letting go.

I had only awakened him, so why was he following me around like a drenched puppy?
And why wasn’t the rampage stopping?

***

“It’s about time for me to vomit blood, isn’t it?”
“Why would you say I’m going to vomit blood in front of me? Why?”

Unbeknownst to him, I was eavesdropping when Caesar gazed lazily and whispered.

“I need to go on a rampage… so that Evelyn won’t leave me.”

At that moment, the door I had been waiting for opened, and our eyes met.
His sky-blue irises were stained with bewilderment.

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