Chapter 131
It hurts me to see you in pain
“Aagh.”
At the intense stimulation, Sia opened her hazy eyes. She had no strength in her body at all, yet the pleasure was still vivid. No, her heightened sensitivity made it feel as if wherever he thrust, her wetness spilled out in streams.
“Mmm, Lo, rd No…x…”
“Haah, you’re awake?”
He pressed his lips gently against her barely opened eyelids. Everything about her was so lovely that he couldn’t hold himself back. From her black hair tangled across the pillow to the tips of her toes clinging to his thighs as if scratching him, every part of her was precious.
During Nox’s rut, Sia had unconsciously picked up certain habits from being overwhelmed by him. Whenever he snapped his hips, she clung tightly with both legs, locking around his powerful waist. She didn’t forget to lift her hips slightly either, so the s***n filling her wouldn’t spill out.
They were all habits Nox had subtly guided her into.
Seeing his female move exactly as he had taught her sent sensation flaring up through him in an instant.
“Ah, Sia…”
Too adorable. Could someone really be this adorable? Surely she didn’t look this way only to him.
He loved how lovely Sia was, yet that made him worry just as much. The urge to hide her somewhere only he knew rose up to his throat. Griiiit. Hearing the sound of his teeth grinding, Sia, her eyes still heavy with sleep, reached out her hand.
Nox felt her small hands cling to his jaw and obediently closed his eyes. He stopped grinding his teeth at once.
“Really, you’ll damage your teeth…”
“Mmm, I won’t do it.”
“Good, that’s better…”
“……”
Did she know? Every time she treated him this gently, he wanted to swallow her whole. Each time Nox realized this contradiction within himself, he became afraid of himself.
At this rate, wouldn’t the one who eventually hurt her be no one else but him?
It was his first time being loved by someone, and his first time returning that love. He was always uncertain whether his feelings were right. Especially now, when the heat of his rut made his head spin, he doubted himself even more.
“…W-What’s wrong?”
At that moment, Sia asked in a worried voice. Instead of answering, Nox looked at her with confused eyes. Her black pupils seemed to peer into his depths. Her round pupils, so different from his, widened.
“Why do you look like you’re about to cry?”
As if her mind had finally cleared, Sia asked again, her pronunciation now sharp.
Nox couldn’t answer. His throat was tight. Or perhaps he couldn’t say that whenever he looked at her, dark thoughts kept creeping in.
He always wanted to look good to her. Not just impressive, but honest. He wanted to be a male anyone could trust and rely on. Yet strangely, whenever he was in front of Sia, his resolve betrayed him.
“You’re crying again.”
“…Sia.”
Sia looked up at Nox as thick tears fell steadily down his face.
This time together had been unusually long and intense in many ways. Among everything, what drew her attention the most was his tears.
During this coupling, Nox had cried several times. Sometimes tears burst out while he was moving roughly, other times he held her quietly from behind and sobbed.
But what left the deepest impression on her was when he cried at the moment he climaxed. The feeling of heat spreading deep inside her, while warm tears fell onto her face at the same time… it was difficult to describe.
This kind of love, coming straight at her without restraint, was also a first for her. Not only that, at times she even thought she might be crushed by the weight of his love.
If someone asked whether that frightened her, the answer wasn’t really.
Even if it was too heavy for her to carry, she wanted to hold it to the end and make it hers. Even if it was more than she could handle, she still wanted it. She was a little fed up with her own greed, but what could she do. This was the first time she had ever received such full, overwhelming love.
“…You’re crying, but your hips are still moving just fine.”
Wanting to soothe him, Sia muttered in a slightly cooled voice as the sensation inside kept pressing against her.
At that, Nox drove himself deeper and answered,
“Nngh, sorry…”
“Mm, aah…”
“Haah, it feels too good inside you. I can’t stop moving.”
Savoring her inner walls, he rolled his length slowly. The liquid pooled inside made a thick, wet sound. Schulk, schulk. The sound of wet friction grew faster and faster.
And all the while, Nox continued to cry.
As her body rocked along with his, Sia lifted her arms and wrapped them around his neck. She licked the tears trailing down his sharp jaw, then her lips moved upward and softly met his.
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