Chapter 64
Volumes 1 - 3 of DOTBATVB are available uncensored on ko-fi!
What an ordinary person might doubt as truth was absorbed by Caligo without any filter.
“If she struggles, she might be injured, so hold her body tightly like this. The position is best from behind, thrusting as I do now. If you insert slowly out of misplaced consideration, you will cause more pain, so thrust in all at once. Then, without delay, finish as quickly as possible. Ah, and withdraw immediately after spilling. Women most dislike being clung to.”
Along with his explanation, Jayden demonstrated the act bodily.
As he said, the woman, shaken senseless, appeared to be in great pain. Watching the helpless woman manipulated this way and that like a toy in the man’s hands, Caligo suddenly felt displeased.
At the same time, the thought that his own acts with Fiona might have looked like this brought further shock.
Of course, unlike this woman, Fiona had ridden atop him… but still, the fact that the act in which he himself had experienced peak pleasure might have been nothing but pain for her was deeply troubling.
Yet Fiona had not seemed so terribly pained.
A brief doubt flickered through him, yet on the other hand, he recalled her haste to conclude everything quickly.
Her hurried departures after his release, and on that first night, her voice crying out in pain—these memories remained vivid.
If so, was it because she disliked the act that Fiona no longer came here? If that were the case, Caligo would be content not to do it at all.
Yet Jayden continued his advice unabated, insisting that marital duty must be performed.
“From tonight, you will go to Fiona, so mark my words well. Even if she suffers somewhat, finish quickly however you can. That is actually the method that benefits the woman.”
With those final words, Jayden roughly thrust against the woman’s b******s as if truly copulating. Then, as if discarding a tiresome toy, he released the maid, and her slender form crumpled to the floor like a doll whose strings had been cut.
Beneath the brightly lit torch, Caligo saw the woman’s face laid bare. Her expression, a mixture of pain and shame, also bore the faint relief that it was finally over. Upon that face, Fiona’s image overlapped.
Had Fiona felt this way when she joined with him? He grew terribly anxious and unsettled. The poison Jayden had sown seeped directly into Caligo’s ignorant mind.
Thus came the day he finally met Fiona again after arduous waiting. The joy of holding her in his arms for the first time without bindings on his limbs was brief. The faint fear emanating from Fiona brought him up short.
At that moment, Jayden’s teachings rose in his mind. With consciousness clearer than before, Fiona indeed appeared to be suffering.
If this act caused Fiona to dislike him. If she came to shrink from him even slightly, to wish never to meet him again…
Driven by this fear, Caligo moved his body exactly as Jayden had instructed. Gripping Fiona’s struggling body roughly as best he could, he hastened through the difficult insertion.
Everywhere he touched, her body was soft and delicate, so fragile it seemed fearful to handle. Mounted upon that slender form, he wandered in ecstasy while Fiona appeared merely pained and distressed. The instinct not to be hated made him all the more frantic.
Yet even so, that time was precious to him. Even if they were together only briefly, he thought himself fortunate to meet her thus. He was grateful to her for enduring such a painful act.
When all was done, Fiona collapsed in exhaustion, much like that maid from before. Following Jayden’s advice not to trouble the woman after intercourse, Caligo forced himself to leave the room, though his feet were loath to go.
Love for Fiona, guilt that she must endure this painful act, yet the joy derived from it, and the self-loathing that followed.
Emotions complex and never before felt swirled within Caligo’s inner self. Yet in the end, he had no choice but to turn away.
<To be continued in the next volume>
Discussion
0 CommentsNo comments yet.