Chapter 15
βDid I change the water this morning before I left?β
I kept checking the time on the bottom of the computer screen out of habit. It was well past quitting time, and already nearing 10 PM. The new project I had taken on had been making me work late frequently, but today was the peak.
I was worried about the cat waiting for me alone at home. When I got home after work, I was always so tired that I rarely played with it, and the guilt followed me, as usual.
The food I poured this morning was probably all gone by now.
βSigh.β
Maybe Luongi would have been freer and happier as a stray cat. The self-reproach about bringing it home crept up on me again.
Iβll make sure to play a crazy hunting game with Luongi today, even if it means exhausting myself.
After finishing the report that was due tomorrow, I closed my laptop. With a snap, my senior, who had been sitting across from me, looked at me with a tired expression.
βLeaving?β
βYes.β
βYouβve worked hard till late. But itβs almost the weekend, so donβt think too badly of it.β
βThings should get better after the project ends. Iβll head home now. Please review the report tomorrow.β
My senior furrowed his brow, looking displeased.
βEven if weβre both suffering together, Iβm not your friend, am I?β
ββ¦β¦β
βYou should say hello properly. Letβs keep some manners.β
I quietly stared at my seniorβs face, who said this with a bitter smile. The late nights over the past few days were all because he didnβt get his work done on time, and now I was supposed to show him more courtesy?
The things Iβd been holding back until now finally cracked. When I stood holding my bag, my senior raised an eyebrow.
In a brief moment, countless thoughts rushed through my mind. Luongi, waiting alone in the dark room, and the disappointed voices of my parents calling to ask when Iβd be home. And, of course, my completely ruined work-life balance.
ββ¦What an inconsiderate kid.β
βWhat?β
βYouβre trying to do all the things you couldnβt do in school at the office, and your skills never improve. Thatβs why youβre always in this state.β
My senior let out a helpless sigh, glaring at me.
βHey, Yoon I-young!β
βIβm going home first. You can keep spinning in circles.β
I vented my frustration without holding back. My nails dug painfully into my palm.
Thud-.
Just as I felt a faint pain, my seniorβs face, previously flustered, changed. His irritated gaze swept over me from head to toe.
βNot leaving?β
ββ¦β¦β
I snapped out of my thoughts and belatedly bowed my head.
ββ¦Iβm going home.β
I adjusted my bag and stepped out of the dim office. The cold winter night air pierced my nostrils. As the biting chill seeped into my brain, my fuzzy mind finally cleared.
What part of all that was just in my head? Based on my seniorβs reaction, it seems like everything after I cursed was definitely just a fantasy.
Reality isnβt like a novel where everything wraps up with a refreshing ending. The brief sense of relief would only bring worse consequences, keeping me up at night with even bigger headaches.
βI should quit.β
With every breath, white steam rose into the air. As I pulled out my wool gloves from my pocket and put them on, I felt the cold tips of my fingers slowly warming up.
Once my frozen hands finally moved, I picked up my e-bike battery from the charger.
βUgh.β
At the moment my fingertips touched the battery, I felt a strange energy spread from my palm.
ββ¦Huh?β
That was when it happened. A flash of pure white light blinded me, and it felt like an explosion surrounded me. Along with the light, a burning heat spread from the top of my head down to my toes.
The intense heat spreading across my skin caused my body to stiffen, and before I could scream, my body swayed backward and collapsed to the floor.
I felt the cold floor’s energy against my back.
What lay before me was a sky, completely devoid of clouds, rising high above. Against the backdrop of the black sky, dim building lights flickered here and there, and amidst the swaying of my vision, dizziness washed over me.
β¦Ah, I should have properly cursed at least once.
My body grew heavier, and with a brief moment of regret, my consciousness was sucked into deep darkness.
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