I Had No Complaints About This Marriage - Chapter 37

Despite his sharp words and seemingly rough movements, his fingers were surprisingly meticulous when touching her deepest places—sensual and gentle, as if worried she might get hurt. Unlike those hands that had carelessly groped and struck her before.

“You’re obscene, Esina.”

Her heart kept pounding wildly. The messy memories of the past were being overwritten by his low, sultry voice, soft as down.

“So obscene that any man who sees you would get hard.”

“Th-that’s…”

“I wouldn’t even let you outside, Esina.”

The overwhelming presence pressing against her lower body kept nudging her hips. Esina was startled by how much hotter her own body was growing.

“Say it, Esina.”

“Hngk, hhk…!”

“Even after I told you to forget, do you still have a taste for being degraded like this?”

As he spoke, his fingers glided smoothly along her inner walls, searching for spots that would make her feel. The deliberate touch made Esina swallow without realizing it.

‘I thought… I hated this kind of thing.’

But when Herman did it, it didn’t feel as unpleasant as when those other men had carelessly thrown around crude words. Instead, it felt like he was uncovering pleasures she hadn’t even known existed. Herman was different.

‘Herman…’

Not only did he voice the thoughts she’d always kept to herself…

Unlike those men who had only given her fakes, he was the one who gave her the real thing.

Her heart beat even more violently. Just like when he had held out that diamond necklace, and her heart had raced like a materialistic fool’s.

Even now, though his actions felt like an interrogation, when she thought about it, it was almost as if he had read her letters and gotten angry on her behalf…

Once that thought crossed her mind, her heart truly began pounding uncontrollably.

‘Why is this happening?’

Feeling her heart racing foolishly, Esina instinctively squirmed. Thud! The sudden intrusion into her deepest place brought involuntary tears to her eyes.

‘Why does even this have to feel good?’

For some reason, feeling slightly annoyed, Esina glared at Herman with damp eyes. Her tear-filled gaze, along with her ragged breaths, locked onto him.

“…….”

Seeing that, Herman froze for a moment before slowly withdrawing his fingers. Even as he pushed Esina relentlessly, his own thoughts kept tangling into knots.

To think she had endured such cruel words alone, swallowing them down—unable to even speak of them to him, the one she supposedly loved so much.

The sight of her tear-streaked face made him alternate between pity, anger, and pity again…

“…Tch.”

When she looked at him like that, as if deeply wounded, he didn’t know what to do. Even as he pressed her, he found himself wanting to soothe her.

His resolve kept weakening.

‘Pull yourself together, Herman Telloien.’

Letting himself be swayed by fragile, shallow emotions would do no good. It was nothing short of a prelude to ruin.

Herman ignored the rising thirst in his throat and unbuckled his belt. Clink. As the growing hardness sprang free, he pushed the head of his c**k between Esina’s slick folds with a wet sound.

“Ah—hk!”

With less foreplay than usual, Esina let out an unfamiliar cry. The hard ridge of his pelvis slammed against her soft flesh, making its presence known with each rapid, violent thrust. It was far more intense and faster than before—the sensations pouring into her like brutality, forcing her mouth open helplessly.

“Hngk—hk—hah…!”

Her tear-streaked face looked as though it was silently accusing him, and Herman deliberately turned his head away, his voice cold.

“You even like it rough like this, don’t you, Esina?”

“Hh—hahk!”

“Then again, given our contractual relationship—”

“Her… man…”

“—maybe this suits us better after all?”

At his question, Esina finally let her head drop.

The thick shaft slid in slowly, and she could feel every throbbing vein against her walls, making her body clench instinctively. Sharp jolts of pleasure radiated from her n*****s, pressed flat against the glass. The cold surface had long since warmed against her skin, and wherever their bodies met, steam turned to dampness, trickling down in rivulets.

Thud! A particularly deep thrust sent lightning crackling through her skull. As Esina reflexively squirmed, Herman buried his teeth in the nape of her neck and muttered in a voice thick with self-mockery.