Please Kill Me
A life lived solely for the sake of the family. I couldn’t wish for anything, and I had nothing. I thought it was enough to dedicate myself to the family. But at the end of that dedication, what awaited me was a chilling death.
“You dared to possess the family’s protective magic without knowing your place; repay it with your life.”
And so, I embraced death. But that’s not so bad.
Death is eternal rest. Now, I can finally rest a bit…
“Have you awakened, Miss?”
…My rest disappeared?
* * *
After learning that I had returned to a year ago, I made a decision.
‘I need to die as quickly as possible in this situation.’
However, due to the family’s protective magic, it’s not easy to die so easily.
So, I sought out a man – the head of the family who was hostile to the family I dedicated myself to. The only person who can break through the protective magic and kill me.
“Hello, the weather is nice. Our country is always cold, but these days it seems a bit warmer.”
So, here’s the thing.
“Could you please kill me?”
I apologize for the abrupt request, but please make it as comfortable as possible.
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dream 👑
Resort to force 😂 dudee she can one shot you all. Shut up
dream 👑
Let’s goo queenn
dream 👑
She’s your future wife haha
dream 👑
Thanks for the chapters and for just picking up this story!
dream 👑
He’s like girl have you never eaten before 😂
midori
thanks! ooohh ooohhhh! i’ve been waiting to see him actually fight her in battle and actually acknowledge her strength!
midori
thanks! haha, having a rival, someone to stand toe to toe is really a great push to improve! and certainly a way to gain interest in someone! FALL LEONID FALL FOR HER! my hope is that she continues to want to die, while leonid has already realised that he has fallen for her. that’ll be some good angst!
midori
thanks! well, in the end, everything went her way ahahah! i reaaaally hope he falls in love with her and realises it, before she does for him! in this case, leonid is the type of chara i would like to see be humbled by love and experience the angst of unrequited love! i just want yekaterina to experience happiness!
Citrus Aurora
I haven’t read ahead but i think it’ll be a long journey! Like Leonid is morally kind? iykwim, he might mistook it for compassion and helping her not to die. While Yekaterina might not even understand she’s falling in love? But I don’t know, haha! Let’s read it together – luna
midori
yeah, it seems like a long journey, that’ll hopefully continue to have more comedy! yeah, leonid is kind and yekaterina would likely not recognise the emotion called love, i agree! but my hope is that leonid falls in love first and recognises it first, so then i can see some unrequited love angst from leonid teehee
ohmy
I’m so happy this novel is being translated again
midori
thanks!
-sneers at leonid- yeah? is this your surface level kindness, leonid? oh my feesh, i really want to see him suffer. i hate that he is pushing his definition of being kind onto her, but not respecting her wishes of wanting to work.
i think i am happy that yekaterina does have memories of being loved, but that her village and offenbach had taught her indifference instead, that’s just tragedy.
midori
thanks! let her be his guard haha! even if she has to disguise herself. i wonder if there would have been another family that would have taken in and treated her better. ahh, well…
midori
thanks! ooh, this was a good chapter! i am glad it appears that we are on track for leonid to fall for her first! the jealously LOL! excellent excellent! deep down, somewhere within yekaterina, there’s still the girl who was loved by her family and was taught kindness by them. quite saddening.
midori
oh oh! something else i wanted to add! of course she wouldn’t worry too much about your injuries, leonid! you’re literally the only person she knows who can kill her! that means leonid’s strength is ebyond imagination, and only extremely life-threatening injuries are worthy of concern, since that would mean she loses her chance to die ahahah
midori
thanks! the cute moments that are intersperced in between the serioua plot stuff is really good for pacing! so fast, he sees yekaterina’s words be troooo
midori
hello! i just wanted to inform that i have the raws for vol 2 of this novel if y’all need it!
NIM
wow, who hurts you? leonid is a normal and a kind person. if there’s anyone mentally eff up here, it’s you. even if she wants to work, nobody is obliged to give her work. to wish suffering on people who aren’t evil and actively try to help someone, you need help. go get some therapy or something.
midori
oh, yes, of course leonid, the person who intended to use her to further his agenda of helping his cousin by planning to get her to attack him during the hunting trip, and framing her family, is a normal and kind person. leonid is not ‘normal’, and even though he is just attacking the people that see him as an enemy, if you read further into the story, you can tell there is a part of him that’s broken too.
kind people with no agenda don’t use people who come to them seeking death and try to use them to their advantage.
up to this point, i’ve already completed the story, so… we’ll see we’ll see.
おたく| Dazai Sensei
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midori
thanks! dun dun dun! her words are being applied so quickly hahaha! it’s so cute she finds them entertaining! time for a possibly serious discussion?
midori
thanks! ooh ooh the confrontation! she can’t have leonid going! he’s injured! who else is gonna give her the rest and peace she wants?!
Aisho
she spared no time 😭
Aisho
smort
Loopy
so since when did she have the eyes?
Loopy
omg I get her, I live for food
Aisho
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Aisho
i have a good feeling Dmitri isn’t an enemy.
Aisho
they’re going in circles 😂😂
Aisho
i love their interactions sm :’)
Aisho
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Aisho
i love fight scenes <3
Aisho
she doesn’t want Vasily to die this time :’)
Aisho
Yekaterina be like https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/5dec8700f3af426fd9aaa0de454ed85ef9c591a2f8dc222522db423a99ecca7c.jpg
Citrus Aurora
OMG HAHAHA
Citrus Aurora
Trueeeee!!
Loopy
where was this sass when she was in Offenbach lol
actually I know, she is way too stringent to her beliefs
midori
thanks! hehe…leonid…yes, see her desire for death in her actions! now he’s trying to give her stuff to make her want to live? hmmm
midori
thanks! material things, leonid? really? ah, well, he is still under that misunderstanding that she was treated well at offenbach after all. lolol poor olga, bing to compromise sleep to monitor yekaterina!
midori
pfft, i sense jealousy when leonid asked more about the footman, ahahaha!
“It’s really time to stop caring.”
he hinks to himself, and then asks her about it ROFL
yekaterina’s eagerness for death dredging up leonid’s bad memories of other people’s he’s known who have wanted to die is very sad.
Citrus Aurora
but he’s so blind about ittttt, at the same time its also funny when yekaterina kind of teased him ‘do you like me’ he did admit it but out of necessity
midori
he really is blind about it! ah yes, first love LAWL
no other reason made sense to yekaterina ahahah, but i guess this is what they mean by speaking the truth into existence??
midori
thanks! uhhh ‘rivalry’, sure, you can call it that, i guess…jealousy is a type of rivalry… ROFL
and him being attracted by yekaterina in a negligee ahahahah!
yekaterina was surprised to see his smile, huh
dream 👑
Yekaterina about to rizz him up unknowingly lol
dream 👑
Ohh interesting she’s gone
midori
thanks! i love the moments when they talk and interact! leonid trying to keep his distance, but he’s sunk in like quicksand! mans out here trying to measure love like he’s baking…with measuring cups. uh ohh, yekaterina is gone!
midori
Thanks! Oh oh, yekaterina viewpoint! She’ll get away, and using a sneakier strategy! Lolol her getting along with josip!
rubyyy
I really like how it’s developing lol
midori
Thanks! Haha, learning how she had become social to plan for her escape to save vasily, lol! It’s cute seeing yekaterina getting along with the others!
rubyyy
Leonid: weird way to propose but yes!
Loopy
I thought for a while she gave up on vasily
midori
Thanks! That she hopes that leonid never understands how she feels is very…tragic. compared to people who want to drag others down to suffer with them, yekaterina is a lot more admirable
Citrus Aurora
I haven’t reached the part where they explained how she got the family’s magic, but there was a tiny bit of mention about it and it was actually quite simple (I guess, if I got that right, but let’s see!)
frrama
OR DID HE – maybe there’s still more to come in the “this is an illusion” game!
…Probably not though; that would be a cheap twist if they keep on using it. And after all, it’s not like she was really trying to hide from him once she reached her destination. I just hope her rotten family don’t find her here equally easily! The longer they stay off-screen, the better.
Sith Kazar
I think he is going to be a love interest…..
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Uhm…ew…?
midori
thanks! ANGST ANGST ANGST! i am so ready for the angst -rubs hands gleefully-